Keith Urban hasn’t only experienced the painful end of a high-profile marriage — he has also lost a fundamental sense of stability and emotional grounding in his life, and that loss is becoming increasingly apparent to those who follow his journey.

As the dust settles on nearly two decades of marriage to Nicole Kidman, Urban’s personal struggles are playing out not just in headlines but in the very way he approaches his career and life on the road.

In the premiere episode of The Road, his new reality series airing on CBS, the 57-year-old country music icon reveals a side of himself rarely seen by fans: the raw, unvarnished reality behind the glamorous facade of stardom.

It’s a life marked by exhaustion, loneliness, and emotional turmoil. Urban candidly admits that touring is far from the thrilling, exhilarating experience many imagine. Instead, it’s grueling. “You’re completely lonely and miserable and sick,” he says, describing the physical and emotional toll of waking up at 3:30 a.m. on a cramped…