People often say that you never forget your first deeply personal experience.
For many, these experiences are thought of as milestones, moments of growth that are memorable for reasons of excitement, anticipation, or joy.
Perhaps it’s the kind of moment you’ve been waiting for, or that you imagine will be filled with fun, enthusiasm, and a bit of nervous excitement.
But my first experience was far from anything I could have imagined.
Instead of feeling like a rite of passage, it was marked by fear, confusion, and a sense of chaos that left me questioning…
